Out in the Open: A New Understanding of Frank Ocean’s Novacane

Swim Good

I remember clearly the day I first heard Frank Ocean’s Novacane. It was the earlier part of last year, on an unseasonably warm March day. I remember the day specifically because I couldn’t help but drop the windows in the car; partly because of the weather and partly because of this weirdly infectious groove streaming through my radio. It sounded both new and vintage at the same time. And like anything new and dope on the radio in New York, the DJ, Mister Cee, was hypin the hell out of out it. He’d let the first verse and the chorus play out only to stop the record, announce the arrival of this Frank Ocean character and start the joint again from the top. I was intrigued and apparently, so too was the rest the city and country as Novacane and the mixtape that birthed it Nostalgia Ultra rapidly grew in popularity over the next few months.

Fast forward to November 26th. Frank has re-released Nostalgia to critical acclaim, stole the show on The Throne’s Watch The Throne and was sitting uncomfortably at the forefront of an unexpected Indie R&B explosion. The Bowery Ballroom is packed with an interesting mix of industry folk, pseudo-industry folk, music connoisseurs and people who just want to say they were there. I’m upstairs standing next to the NPR’s Frannie Kelley, who’d been listening to Frank for about as long as I had. And though we were both excited, as were most of the folks in the room, I was still a little nervous – unsure of how Ocean’s sometimes awkward vocals might resonate live. Frank delivered spectacularly. At times brooding, at times pensive – always shy, yet always open, Frank’s stage presence was myopically introspective. Much like in lyric, on stage he bore himself open in a way that allowed us to look straight at his soul without ever actually seeing it.


The crowd zoned out as he breezed through selected cuts from Nostalgia, a semi-freestyled version of No Church in the Wild, and a couple then new numbers that now appear on his debut album Channel Orange. As he grew nearer to the end of his set, you could feel the anticipation grow for what was his biggest hit to date. And as the the crowd’s anticipation was greeted by the first few bars of the Tricky Stewart produced Novacane, I swore I saw a slight frown, or some sort of annoyed smirk creep onto his face. “I think I started something…” he sang, his shoulders swaying lazily as if he was shrugging off the song. “I got what I wanted … “ I knew my eyes weren’t deceiving me when Frannie leaned over and said “I love how indifferent he is toward Novacane.” We both seemed to make the obvious music snob assumption that his demeanor change and seeming ambivalence toward the song was due to its popularity; it seemed like he’d grown tired of it, tired of people liking it.

A week and a half ago, rumors began running through the Internet. Folks who had the opportunity to listen to Channel Orange early talked about a love song, one where the object of Frank’s affection was described using male pronouns. Two days later he released what were to be the liner notes of his then forthcoming album. In them he revealed to the world that his first love was a man. Frank came out, not out of the closet, but out of his closet. Out of whatever place he’d been in that prevented him from letting the world know who he was, and how he’d loved. The internet went crazy, his coming out became headline news on major publications and websites and the twitter-verse had him trending for a full twenty-four hours. By and large, the reactions I noted were generally positive or indifferent though many made the mistake of attaching a particular sexuality to his coming out – which Frank actually stopped well short of … (con’t to next page …)

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  • kjones

    Well written Mr. Spradley :). I also look at his lyrics differently now that he has shown the world more of who he is. One of my favorite Frank Ocean songs is Swim Good. When I listen to the song again, it now has a deeper meaning which makes me love the song that much more.

    • Wistopher

      Mos def. I've had Swim Good on repeat lately since his relevation because I feel it and connect to it much deeper than I did before.

      Once again, Sprads doesn't disappoint with his words. I actually didn't like Novacane too much, but now I've gotta go back and listen to it.

    • jackson

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  • Perfection!!! I have been trying to decide what to say about him too. What I came up with is a lot more vulgur and a lot less deep than what you said though. The way I see it, if he wants to go home and suck a d*ck or hump a dude, that's his business. His only responsibility to us is to give us good music, which he did and is still doing. The fact that he came out of "his" closet and decided to let us into his world, to me, makes him one of the bravest artists alive. And the fact that his music is waaaay better than 90% of the straight artists makes it that much better. I'm gone be going back and re-evaluating his lyrics now as well. But the fact that will remain no matter what, is, the dude makes some fantastic music. Music on a level that the world hasn't seen in a while. So while the homophobic haters listen to a straight Waka Flaka, Souljah Boy or that "Refill" chick, gimme the so called gay dude with talent any day. NoHomo

  • Euphoric Ears

    Great post! He also talks about a man on the Lonnie Breaux cd on "Bricks and Steel".Stomp stomp, I think hear him coming down that hall. He don't hear a word I say at all"

    He also talks about a woman "girl my phone bill is crazy, the rates are sky high when I call ya".

    I always figured maybe he was talking about the different point of views of this failing relationship…who knows.

  • iamkeishabrown

    *slow clap builds to thunderous applause*

    i think i say this about each of your posts that i comment on, but seriously – this was one of the best things ive ever read on the internet. period.

    one of the best reviews of F.O. and his post liner notes release thoughts EVER!

  • *stands and applauds*

    Excellent piece Mr. Spradley! You touched on one aspect that has not really been covered at all, and that's the fact that Frank Ocean has been revealing himself through his lyrics all along. No one has really got it until recently, but do people really understand him? Probably not. Well done brother.

  • WisdomIsMisery

    I don't have much to add. This is a great piece. I have nothing to add because I feel no different towards Frank Ocean now than I did before the "revelation." Great artist. Makes good to great music. And if he drops another single like Thinking Of You, I'll write more inspired joints like this one http://www.singleblackmale.org/2012/03/06/for-the… Regardless, his music will still get play from WIM.

  • cynicaloptmst81

    Loved the way the write-up focused less on the big reveal and more about how you found new meaning to what he'd already said…refreshing perspective.

    Admittedly though, I feel so left out of the FO hype. I have yet to listen to any of his songs all the way through because the snippets on iTunes didn't grab me when folks first started buzzing about him. I guess I have to now, lol. But, I typically need great lyrics AND great singing to fully be on board…and the vibe I get is that he's a great lyricist…not necessarily a great singer…someone pls correct me if I'm wrong. His chexuality/big reveal doesn't move me either way (Luther, Elton, George Michael, and rumored down-low r&b/hiphop cats gallore…and I still listen)…and I think the hype surrounding it is a bit much, honestly.

  • The Guy

    My moms like Luther and Prince, they both gay. Prince music is cool, Luther is aight. Dance with my father was weird tho, maybe he was catholic, RIP.

    • Negro, Prince Gay??? Slow up. Prince has slept with more bad b1tches than twitter and facebook combine. Look at his Resume, dude put in work. You can't just be calling people gay like that…. Dude does nothing be touch racial ambiguous dimes.
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      • Vee (1)

        And it's great that despite all the "don't care if he's gay or not" comments before this, we got one that highlights how bad it actually is to be gay. Lord forbid Prince be called gay! What an insult!

        • Wait a sec, Mrs Political Police Officer. I am not down for that. There is nothing wrong with being gay, but there is something wrong with calling people who are not gay, gay. For instance, there is nothing wrong with being a football player. But if you call MJ, the greatest basketball player of all time, a football player.. you are going to get clowned. Its an insult on you, not gay people. If you call Prince Charles, the future Queen of England, is that not an insult? Is there anything wrong with being a queen.
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  • dee

    Dude has released like 5 songs since he's come out. Publicity stunt?

    • Really bugs me how we assume everything someone does that draws publicity is a publicity stunt. It's intellectually lazy to make that assumption. He wrote a song about loving a man. People heard the song when he previewed the album. They went on blogs talking bout "frank ocean is gay" – so instead of letting the narrative around his sexuality be driven by rumors and innuendo, he decided to own the dialogue and shape in a way he felt was honest and true to his feelings.
      My recent post Out in the Open: A New Understanding of Frank Ocean’s Novacane

    • tylisa06

      I dont think his "coming out" is a publicity stunt but I'm pretty sure his handlers are going to ride this wave and use it to his advantage. Before this letter do you think he would have recently been on Jimmy Kimmel…probably not….album pushed up–I dont think so. If he is interested in selling records he would take this new popularity and run with it, which I believe he's doing and dont find nothing wrong with that.

  • Franie Kelly has always been a huge odd future fan and an indie rap enthusiast .

    been waiting on this post since the new broke… Like the post. I can't say I look at the music differently because what I always liked about Frank was how complex the writing was. To be frank (npi) I would rather listen to a gay dude than hear one more r&b song about rap concepts.
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  • Muze

    divinely written.

    i was waiting for your thoughts on this considering how we've discussed his music on end. very well done.

    i actually didn't care for Novacane and still don't really, but when i heard Thinking About You for the first time and he said "my eyes don't shed tears but boy they fall when i'm thinking about you.." i thought hm.. he could be talking about a man, or it could be just an exclamation. that curiosity was doused when my sister said it was written for a female artist, but if you listen to the words… it pretty much lyrically describes what he spoke about in his liner notes. and if he did write it for a woman, he didn't change the pronoun for his cd. lol.

    even on his tumblr which i've been following for a while, he has posts that suggests he had to love in secret. a while ago he posted a pic of a girl and boy a phrase that said something like "looks like we'll just have to be in love in secret." and his words were "story of my life." i didn't think much of it then. but yeah..

    i'm glad he's being true to himself.

    great post.
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  • Mik

    well written…. im just sitting in awe at the word floating off the page and into my heart. I just had a conversation with my friend about this and seriously you couldn't have said it better!

  • missparker87

    So beautifully written. I think you hit the nail on the head, especially with ur line on the 1st page about seeing Frank but never really seeing his soul when he performed. I felt there was always a part of him that he kept from the public, a reason to why his lyrics are so beautifully vague. That’s what makes his music so beautiful. In a world of direct, highly suggestive lyrics “b*tch bend over, I want to fck u right now” etc Frank’s music is very less direct and interpretative. Even in interviews or on his tumblr, he never gives straight answers to questions. And he always seem shy during performances I’ve seen. Always made me wonder “What is he hiding?”… Now we know. And now we get it. He seemed so relaxed on the Jimmy Fallon show. SIDE NOTE: In his unreleased song “Day Away” on the lonny breaux collection, Frank sings about a “he.” He does this in several of his unreleased songs actually. The excuse I always got from others was that because he’s a songwriter for female artists, he sings from their perspective. When Neyo did covers of songs he wrote, he never sung them from a female perspective. #js I think Frank’s been trying to tell us for awhile lol..

  • come on people

    when i listened to the song after the "letter" my mind made the same analogy as you did with Novacane. I was like wow, that is what he ment the whole time. It always seemed like it had so much more than what he was actually saying.

  • tylisa06

    Sorry Jimmy Fallon

  • Anastasia!!!

    I'm so very late, but I had to let you know that this is gorgeous. Maturely written and awesome.

    thank you for this!!

  • skipfrombk

    I feel that after reading his letter, his past works sound so different. I never re-listened Novacane but when I get the chance I will. To listen to his music with a better understanding might opened us to things we missed before. Great post!
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  • nowsayitwithme

    Nice post. Very well written I hated that this coming out made people go, "Well, I expect that from an R&B artist. So it's okay. But if it was a rap artist, that would have been crazy" or "Oh man. Now I can't listen to him because he was singing about a man." The revelation made people's @$$ show. Terrible. I don't feel any differently since his coming out. His music is still awesome. Always would have been despite anything that happened. He seems like one of the few people in the music industry true to himself and the positive feedback and responses I've seen make me happy. But back to the point… I love his music. It really does make you think